so i just read my “Day 6” blog and i noticed that some of those facts are no longer true about me. so here are some replacements for them. (the numbers listed are the numbers of the facts that im replacing)

2. i don’t “hate” anyone, not even haterz anymore. shocking rite? well i have changed. in all honesty i think i have changed for the better.

8. i LOVE Christina Grimmie (Team Grimmie FTW!!!)

9. I am very RaNdOm :) (i still dont hate Miley, but i am not rly a fan anymore)

10. this one’s still true but i’d like to add that i have learned to control my anger a little more (well, not that i have anger issues, i would just blurt out whatever comes to mind when i’d get rly mad at ppl)

18. this fact is still true, but i’d like to add that the ppl who do think im a b*tch are usually the ones who don’t take it very well when i tell them the truth about certain things, bc like i implied in #17, i am brutally honest :L

20. I’m 16 years old

21. true but i’d like to add that everyone lies at times, however a liar is someone who lies constantly. And I am NOT a liar.

23. true but everyone is rude at times. most times im rude without intending to be, then my sister shoots me a nasty look to make me realize i’ve said/done something wrong. a lot of times dhe thinks im being rude, when in reality i am just trying to be honest, so that i wont come off as “fake” or a “liar”. oh well :L

26. true but i MUST add that now i am an upper-classman and gym swim is no longer a requirement HOOPLAH! =D

27. When I don’t like someone, I don’t hide it… yea this hasnt changed…however i feel like some ppl might get the wrong idea when they read it, i so i will clarify: I am civil to those i don’t like, however, i am not fake. I don’t pretend to like them or mislead them and let them think i do.

28. this is still true but only on occasion ;)

30. i have just finished updating you on facts about me! And i hope you enjoyed it =)

havnt been on in FOREVER! but yeah, im back so hello :)

let me update you now

current obsessions: YouTube, Christina Grimmie, The Hunger Games, The Click Clique (i hope the new season starts soon), and blogging on CGO

still debating: should i get a twitter?

what brings you back? you might ask. well actually CGO brought me back :)

well thanks for reading i will be posting more often……hopefully =)

Yeah i’m not finishing that 30 day challenge.

FEELING LIKE A FAILURE

So she’s this new singer that everyone seems to hate

her song Friday has had more than 90,000,000 hits on youtube

yup shes gone VIRAL peeps, but not cus everyone loves her :(

i think the lyrics are stupid too, it is a catchy song though. I think it’s alright to state your opinion but to an extent. When it gets to the point where people are saying things like “i hope she gets an eating disorder” and even death threats, it is NOT okay.

some people say she has a terrible voice and i admit i don’t think its great in her video, but when she sang a few lines of the national anthem it was actually kinda good.

I don’t think the failure isn’t really her fault. The people who wrote those lyrics and produced the video are the ones to blame. And that like 45 year-old rapper dude in the middle of the video??? yeah, he’s gotta go. I think that if the lyrics weren’t so horrid and she actually looked like she was having fun, it wouldn’t be so bad.

However, no one deserves all the cyber-bullying she’s been getting. People have said some pretty nasty things. Like i said before, stating your opinion is okay to an extent. She’s a person too, she has feelings just like everyone else.

the moment i felt most satisfied with my life?

I honestly do not know.

i’m so young

i was pretty psyched when i got invited to the National Young Leaders Conference.

Yea, and the time i was invited to the National Youth Leadership Forum on Collegiate Success.

I was pretty satisfied with my life when i opened those envelopes and saw that quality paper.

i am a Scorpio and i love it!

it totally fits me.

Scorpio motto “What is hidden is more intersting than what is obvious”

SO TRUE!

i have a magnetic personality , but can also be secretive. I’m passionate about my feelings but sometimes my need for secrecy can be isolating.

My element is water symbolizing emotion and i am truly an emotional person. No, not an emo person, an emotional person. Water flows seeking it’s own level and it will flow until it finds it. The waters of a Scorpio is frozen but it’s a mistake to think it doesn’t flow. it actually flows with great force and intensity as a glaciers moves slowly, but with the power to flatten a forest or even a mountain.

http://horoscopes.mydaily.com/astrology/scorpio/about/

1. i love cheese

2. i hate haterz

3. i like to pretend i’m a gangster sometimes

4. i sing in the middle of class and don’t care who’s listening

5.i’m Brazilian

6. i’m loud

7. i don’t care what most people think of me

8. i listen to Hannah Montana

9. i don’t care if u hate Miley Cyrus, i don’t

10. I yell at people i don’t know if they get me mad

11. I love to draw

12. i think lady gaga’s crazy but talented

13. i hate it when people chew with their mouths open, GROSS

14. i hate the taste and smell of fish

15. i am not sorry if these facts bore you

16. i despise it when ppl make out in the hallways at school

17. i speak the truth

18. some people think i’m a bitch, i can see why

19. i won’t say anything behind your back that i wouldn’t say to your face

20. im 15 years old, in case you were wondering

21. i’m not a liar but i do lie at times, so maybe i am, but i dont think i am

22. i like to make people feel uncomfortable by saying award things

23. sometimes i’m kinda rude

24. i’m a nice person in general

25.i think kittens are so cute

26. i loath gym swim

27. when i don’t like someone, i don’t hide it

28. i wish i could slap people every time they piss me off

29. i’m easily amused, always have been

30. i just saw two people kiss on t.v.

Suicide?

Well, this is a serious and personal topic. And I’m so not talking about the time i was depressed and didn’t really want to continue life. So I’ll just talk about suicide in general and what i think about that.

Don’t end your life. If you have found something to die for, then I’m sure you can find something to live for. You need to surround yourself with people who love you and make you feel good about yourself. If other people are making you feel inferior,  or if you are being bullied, you need to tell someone. DO NOT JUST SIT THERE AND TAKE IT!!!! If you are lonely and feel unloved, talk to someone you trust. Tell them how you feel. Spend more time with family and friends. DON’T GIVE UP!!! Everyone deserves to be happy.

So many people have committed suicide because of bullying. It is a very sad thing that could be prevented.

If you are a bully, YOU NEED TO STOP! You aren’t better than anyone else.

Bullies usually shit on other people’s lives because they feel like they have a crappy life. They also need to get help. They ,too, need to talk to someone they trust about their personal problems. Maybe after that they will become a better person.

Everyone is different and that is what makes us unique. If we were all the same this world would be boring and gray. You are unique and beautiful in your own way.

Remember that no matter what, Jesus loves you anyway.